Now, is Now

I dont know where imma go with this. Not enough people even pay attention to one anotha...and don't study the mind, or the world, that is still 95% unknown to mankind. Like, in a book my boy was readin' and relatin' to me, said 95% of the universe is dark matter/unknown matter. Ya' know how crazy that is?

But I was thinkin' on it like--man, most of that is based on the fact of abscence of connection of self, and connection with the world about. There was a song I was listenin' to by K-OS where he said...



"The man I used to be, I can only see by looking beyond me
So what is reality, I don't know

Theres a lot of truth in those words man. Music doesn't begin or end with a record, tho, and this is jus' me gettin on my Ghostface and stringing my conscienness, but music is in every step, every word, everything in existence. Just like art is in everything, and language, and everything is everything. Forreal, and thats a Lauryn Hill Song. Thing is, I was just given the experiences to lead me to music as my form of deepest understandin', but it allows me to put reflection to myself and dig deep into a world called emotions where I'm not so certain...yaknow?

Every man, and woman is talented - people needa get off that crap like a person is talented in one direction. Thing of it is, that anybody could do anything. Inspite of the cliche, ya gotta putcha mind to it. That also holds so much depth to it tho, and alot of people skip over it so that phrase became a cliche because the meaning of it was stole away. See, as "Jesus/Yashua/Whatever You" wanna call him said God is in you, and go in to yourself to improve your world. Alotta folk dont do that and look to other outlets of expressin instead of learnin' to create positive vibrations.

Everything holds a lot of depth to it and right now I'm just tryinna work on bein' tolerant of other peoples realities. Just be positive all the time, which is somethin that isn't hard. I mean, I got a natural affinity for spirituality and its not mystical woo-blah-blah like a lot of atheist try to. Materialism and all that is void, and is a escape from self. You can't handle the mirror, and you dont require glass to see it. Your very life, from the people around you, to the actions you take, show you, you and I've come to realize a lot of people spite their whole day.

Its sad...

But thats their hell. They need to find their heaven by steppin in their own direction and findin' out what truly makes them happy and bringing it out into existence. It doesn't first start in the mind, but it does start within you. Basic concept, in and out. It's posted up on restuarants that feeds people flesh on nasty, sloppy lettuce and crap. "In n Out". C'mon, it aint a hard subject. First it's in, then it's out. Start within, then go out.

Anyways, thats jus what is on my mind right now. I love people, and I'm lovin my growth. Enjoyin' everything - even my insecurites.

This stuff is always on my mind, I'm jus postin' it now to anyone that may read this.

blah-blah-i'm out. One two. Two one. Um...haha, im done.